^^

did you regret every standing by my side?

this week has been a pretty uphill as well as downhill.

work has been reduced to partially automatic and calculated.
which is to me especially not a good sign.

anyways.
ive gotten over my somewhat unhappiness with Citispa.
well. i think i have gotten over it.
well. actually it is i need to get over it.
or rather.. i'm denying the whole incident actually happened altogether.

thats what bad has happened over the week-days.

weekend came to be a perkier happier period for me. ^^
welcome BACK JODY!! <3<3 had NTU tea session, pretty awesome
. NTU may not be such a bad place after all. (but im still rooting for a place in NUS)
ran into IJ victoria and had an amazing afternoon with her and her girlfriend.
they are such a cute couple. ;D
but my day was pretty much slowed and draining becuz every step i took was getting to be excruciatingly more painful and blood-sucking,
i had a shoe dilemma and i decided to go with heels cuz it really really matched the outfit.
yah, women and their high altitude vanities huh.
ended up with nearly broken toes and a sore heels.
voluntarily injuring and torturing oneself is not my cup of tea.
so obviously i was in a pretty foulish mood at the end of the day.
i could literally shoot daggers with my eyes and it would kill you.
anyway, my boy was being really sweet.
he abruptly stopped mid-driving to take off my heels.
and yes. yesterday was the first day i was on a bike BAREFOOT.
my feet was indirectly reborn.
usually when im on my boy's bike. i'll always want the whole process to end as quickly as possible.
i dont know. its a psychological thing.
not that i enjoy being on it. its just purely to do with my semi-mad mind.
well ydea it was an exception for many things.

i wanted the period on the road to be prolonged as long as possible.
the sheer thought of my feet touching the ground again was really unimaginable and downright scary.
and w/o my heels. i had a gut feeling that iwas going to be walking bare-foot for a measurable amount of distance.
i was right spot on, bryan decided that a bowl of ice-kacang was duly appropriate and badly needed.
his actual words were' darling, i know you dont have craving for ice kacang, neither are you hungry, but when you see ice kacang, you'll naturally wanna eat it and it'll make you feel better' i was actually thinking 'duh.. i have to eat it cause its already there right?'

HAHHA, kidding luh honey. :)

headed back home after that.

wore back my heels and i was like.
UGGGGGGhhhhhh never had the road home been so painful and frustrating and when walking (or ratherlimping)
bryan suggested taking the route towwards the playground.
i was screaming 'what! its a longer route! you wanna be romantic with me by suggesting a moonlit walk to my house now??!'
I was well on my road to becoming a berserk woman planning to stragulate her sentimental boyfriend
this was when i found out that i can really lose my cool if im in a bad pair of shoes or if my feet is in a bad state.
i was on the brink of angry sad tears when bryan kneeled down on both knees.
i was LIKE OH MY GAWD, if bryan is gonna actually propose i would have permanent brain damage on the spot.
thank god he kneeled with both knees. cause i realised he was intending to give me a feet massage. it was the sweetest thing ever. :))))))))))
my feet was literally singing with relief and happiness.
so my long day become an awesome one. ;D thank you love. <3>