you are just another human being

normal human being = possessing no secret and powerful abilities to completely alter someone's life

like they said, a leopard never changes its spots.
and i was stupid enough to think i can change things.

HAH.
that was stupidity laughing in my face.

the mockery and ridiculousness of it.

there's this theory that i happen to come across or heard of.

like why bother to care about how that other person feels when the other person does not does not care?
so in other words, you are going do the same thing that the person has done to you.

i used to think that such theories are very.. self-destructing.

for one, you are stooping to their level.
for two, you are just being another pawn in the vicious cycle of who's harming whom.
for three, reason and action dont go together anymore.

for me. i think its just a waste of time to fight back.

and i open admit,
curiousity does actually kill the cat. or in this case, person.