the world. life, your universe, or so we have to accept that it is indeed the world bequeathed to us.

Sometimes in life, you dont have problem figuring out the difficult words, you have difficulty with the easy ones.

online dictionary.com defines Life as

anything or anyone considered to be precious.
or
a person or thing that enlivens.

another definition that caught my eye was

the animate existence or period of animate existence of an individual

these were picked out from the immense definitions that online dictionary website had to offer.

of course i had to pick out appropriate ones for which enables me to discuss my point.

this part of my life right now is the part i hate the most.
i have to choose, correctly.
everything that i do now would indirectly affect mylife.
which is supposedly my period of animate existence.

and through these months where im working
in a job that i truely love when I'm in the presence of it.
but it doesnt satisfy the other aspects of my life
Being in a childcare full of youthful looking babies doesnt make you feel or act younger.
It just explodes to you the stark contrast that you have with these babies,
that these babies have an immense amount of time to kill and you dont.

Time is not something that goes with you all the time
it's like a time bomb.
literally.

it can go both ways.
good and bad naturally.
hardly would it even bother to go neutral for you.

which got me thinking of a very nice morbid quote/joke.
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A woman comes in for her weekly session of abusive families.
She introduces herself to her counterparts who were also being victimized to the abuse of their husbands.
one thing that separates her from the rest was that she was still with her abusive husband.

The counsellor asked her 'why are you still with this sadistic husband of yours?'
She looks at her and says 'Beats me'

Like i said, it goes both ways.
Haha, i really like this qoute/joke.
I'm not gonna take it that everything that defines me now totally and correctly defines me.