a whack to remember

Date: 7th july 2009
Day: Tuesday
Time: 2:02

In one month 4days i'll officially start school,
and i'll no longer be working at the childcare.
All i can say is that i'm thankful that im not gonna work there anymore.
why is that? i ask myself.
you know how sometimes when you hang around a certain group of people long enough,
you start to act and behave like them?
I think i may be showing signs of becoming a whiny attention seeking kid.
Even i find myself wondering why the hell am i slightly pouting and whining.
i used to loathe crazy whiny girls with the disgusting sounds they make.
and sometimes i find myself sounding like that.
mortifying.
i think i should just shut up and fight all my natural instincts.