when the skies start to grey, your spirit falters
the only thing that gets me all throbbing vein mad is.
you got it. the one that beared me.
i'l probably be totally regretful and ashamed that i actually had the audacity to type this
BUT RIGHT NOW I DONT GIVE A TINY RAT'S ASS.
really. when emotions are running high.
any snide remark would really tick me off
ive tried so hard to tolerate and suppress my feelings.
but it has come to a point where my patience is running thin
what makes you so sure that i'm not studying hard enough?
do you monitor my studying habits? DO YOU?
JUST because i may vegetate in front of the TV once in awhile
doesnt mean that i'm wasting my precious time away and not doing anything conducive OKAY
You think you have it hard?
TAKE A GOOD LOOK at the current JC education system and tell me
ITS STILL THE SAME AS THE PAST
CONVINCE me that your JC life was the same as mine..
come and have a day's lesson with me and you'l see me smirking
cause YOU are so wrong into taking that assumption.
talking about her gets me so jaded.
she'l never know how i feel.
Mummy.
sometimes a little encouragement would do.
Or a little note that says "hang in there, i know you are working hard' would do as well.
Rather, just to hear you say 'i love you' would be the greatest gift of all.
you got it. the one that beared me.
i'l probably be totally regretful and ashamed that i actually had the audacity to type this
BUT RIGHT NOW I DONT GIVE A TINY RAT'S ASS.
really. when emotions are running high.
any snide remark would really tick me off
ive tried so hard to tolerate and suppress my feelings.
but it has come to a point where my patience is running thin
what makes you so sure that i'm not studying hard enough?
do you monitor my studying habits? DO YOU?
JUST because i may vegetate in front of the TV once in awhile
doesnt mean that i'm wasting my precious time away and not doing anything conducive OKAY
You think you have it hard?
TAKE A GOOD LOOK at the current JC education system and tell me
ITS STILL THE SAME AS THE PAST
CONVINCE me that your JC life was the same as mine..
come and have a day's lesson with me and you'l see me smirking
cause YOU are so wrong into taking that assumption.
talking about her gets me so jaded.
she'l never know how i feel.
Mummy.
sometimes a little encouragement would do.
Or a little note that says "hang in there, i know you are working hard' would do as well.
Rather, just to hear you say 'i love you' would be the greatest gift of all.


1 Comments:
Darling ah, i really dont like this post ok. First of all the language that you're using. Second of all you're talking about your mum here know.
Who's parents don't love them in this world you tell me? Which parents really dont understand their children? Try putting yourself in their shoes and think for a moment, there you are trying so hard to understand your children and there they are saying that you dont understand them and dont love them.
Its not true okay, its just that they dont know how to express themselves in a way where you deem to the the right way. Perhaps they dont show their love to you the way you want them to but that doesnt mean that they dont love you right? I'm sure your parents are going through a hard time now so instead of being the way you are now, why not try and give them support by just tolerating and cooperate for this period of time?
Just hang in there ok darling. 5 more months, 5 months flies past very quickly, just like how 7 years had flown by. I'm just a phone call away, don't emo alone alrights (: Take care darling.
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