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jealousy is one thing
anger is another.

ARGH.
i dont know why
i feel like screaming a list of profanities now
i'm not supposed to feel like this
i was happy not long ago
in fact, i was estactic
okay. and typing this is not helping me much
CAUSE I'm wasting time.
i should be studying!
OKAY. i'll go study.
i think i need a smack left right centre
i keep telling people i'll do that to them
but ive never told myself that before.
URGH.

you know what they'll call my first paragraph in literature?
they'll call it enjambment, or stream of consciousness.
cause its really what i'm thinking at that moment.
GAWD.

why am i sputtering literature nonsense on my blog. GEEEEEEE