& yes i dreamt of you too

I do not know if its because im not staying in hall this semester,
but i feel weird this semester
i feel like ive not started school yet
the summer break was just too long,
made me in a semi-permanent holiday mode.

i wanna go overseas so badly
i wanna re-live the moments that i had overseas.
the beautiful fleeting moments.
the closeness
the carefree spirit.

i feel confused
i in some sort of turmoil where i cant seem to unravel and get pass certain things
i need strength
and i need you.