your source of sadness is my source of happiness

what someone has lost could be someone's else's gain
and sometimes people being down in the dumps, inherently gives you some sort of satisfaction and something to smile about
i dont feel happy feeling this way,
neither do i feel like i need to punish myself for feeling like this.

going off for my 3day2night cruise now
the past week has been fabulous.
encountering a series of unexpected events,
where i feel liberated, at ease and extremely happy.

i'll miss you when im gone.
you dont know how much.