i want a happy ending

i dont know how often you visit my blog
but i really wanna say that i want to speed up the process
and go to the ending,

they say the process is what's beautiful
but no, i just want to see the end,
ive imagined, ive visualized, ive gone through the journey many times in my head.
but all i see is the light at the end of the tunnel.
at times flickering, dim and mellow.
at times bright like the molten sun.

the forefolding future doesnt look too enticing.
but i hope i will pull through.


yes i want to skip to the end of the book.
the last page.