:(

search your heart
search your soul
you think you are loving,
but You dont even read my blog anymore
i dont know why im still bother blogging.

i admit,
i tend to romanticize love.
probably a bit too much
but im idealistic that way
so sue me.. for wanting things in that manner.

i wish to be born in a different generation.

i'm feeling really angsty right now
i dont know if its because of the weather or the fact that everyone keeps asking me about my driving. leave me alone already
you dont know how scared shitless i am.. i dont wanna waste anymore of my mum's money.
and yes i do have a little bit of ego, i myself cant believe that ive failed 3times already.
and telling people just gives me added pressure to myself. so stop asking..
i know everyone means well,
and i seriously craving for everything fried and heaty/unhealthy
i dont know if its some inverse relationship thing going on
like the worst my throat gets, the more i crave for unhealthy food. tmd

and im feeling so cranky from having a bad night's sleep that i just wanna curl up and die
im gonna curl up in bed and read a novel.
(hoping it will transport me to another whole dimension, and away from all my frustrations and problems)