im an hostage to my own humanity

Im begging you, im begging you to be my escape.


I dont want watch a dvd when i dont want to.
I dont want a crap weasel sprouting crap when i dont want to.
I dont want an AT to bump into me while walking when im already in a rush.
I dont want to feel like this.
but its hard not to.
when your predictions are all coming true.

is that why couples in long term relationship start to have conversation-less moments?
because both start to not communicate?
or see nothing to communicate?
is it all downhill from here then?