lack of motivation

ive been having a rough month,
been feeling so jaded and oh so crushed by everything.

attended 2 funerals in one month (one of which is my JC form teacher)
went to NUH hospital to visit a friend who underwent an operation
right ankle got sprained
eye got freakishly swollen due to allergic reaction to the ankle medicine
had lymph node infection shortly after
female best friend still not talking to me
encountered bad bunch of ah thiongs who were damm mutes
got rejected by body contours today because i wasnt of the legitimate age of 21 to get my oriental massage. SERIOUSLY WTS, traveled all the way to cityhall for nothing. NOTHING. PISSED OFF TO THE MAX.

its been a bad month, :(:(
i really hope December would be better.
at least emotionally.
mentally it would be crazy.

at least tml which is the 1st december
i will be getting my blackberry torch
something that ive been looking forward to.