China is so lucky

i'll be going to school in awhile
will be off to see the doctor first.
but i dont think anybody cares
my BFF in school is like... sigh.. CHICKEN BACKSIDE MAN
anyway, i feelin at an all time low right now.
AND A LEVELS is getting nearer and nearer.
AND GOD please help me. Anybody just help me.
this week will be a very sucky week without you
really. where are you when i'm in need of you? talk about bad timing. This really is.
Guess you are eating and shopping
yea. u are. when i cried. when i found a damm calling card that couldnt work.
you were in China.
i know its not ure fault.
i feel bad condemming you like this.

but you have no idea
my ECONS.. my BLOCK test.

i need a reply
so i scream silently